They Say..."She Is Unashamed."

Has it really been almost 2 years since my last post? So much has changed. (Honestly, I am updating my blog because I like to reflect back on how far God has brought me. Forewarning, don't read if you don't want to take a look into my life the past year. This blog has many memories and I want to add on to it.) 2 years seems like a lifetime ago. I was hurting, broken-hearted, uprooted, and quite frankly, needing God more than ever. I questioned everything I was taught and needed answers, but thankfully, there was one thing I knew for sure... God had plans and He would be all I needed. Fast forward to October 2017 and I have lived in the state of Washington for a year, moved into my dreamy studio apartment in August, and I work in beautiful northern Idaho making & working more than I would have in Southern California. Who would have thought? Little Miss Meagan, moving 1.300 miles away from her family because God opened doors and said, "Come." This plac...

I am not usually the person who spreads their woes on Facebook, Instagram, or blog. Tonight may be the exception but I will refrain from letting emotions get the best of me. We are all facing trials. Whether you are 16 years old and tempted to cut your hair, 18 years old and thinking about leaving the church since you are technically an 'adult', 21 years old and being pressured to drink, or 24 years old and struggling with hurt and depression. The struggle is REAL! The truth is, we are all at different points in our walk with God and, believe it or not, the trials are ALL God-ordained. They have been put in our life specifically for us and to make us more like Christ. The struggles you are facing are a test of your faith and love for God, but they are also there so you can learn from your mistakes and help others when they go through the same trial. Honey, if you are dealing with hurt, I could quote scripture after scripture giving you encouragement and to cast your car...

This past weekend, I visited Spokane, Washington! Completely different from Southern California and I loved EVERY minute of it! The change of scenery was just what I needed for a nice weekend getaway :)  My uncle and aunt are foster parents - also, adopting. It was incredible to see what they do for these kids. Eye opening! These precious kids touched my heart so deeply. There are countless children who have been touched by my aunt and uncle's love. The kids have experienced God's love through them and will forever remember the impact it made on their lives.  There is a roaring river in the middle of downtown Spokane... Breathtaking! Serene! The reason for my weekend getaway? My Great Grandpa remarried, he is 84 years and my Great Grandma is 80 years old. They were divorced for 43 years, and in the last 2 months, they reconnected... Lol, you are never too old for love. They married at Lake Coeur d'Alene in Idaho. Look at those smiles! :...

Spoken by a friend about what the process looks like: "It's like a forest that has been burned to the ground. Looks barren, desolate, hopeless; but from the ashes rise tree sprouts that populate the forest again. Although it may take years upon years, the trees regrow, restore, regenerate, renew. From loss there is gain, from death there is life." God has a plan and there is a bigger picture that sometimes we cannot see. Ask for God's eyes. Ask for God's anointing so your life could be a testimony of God's greatness.

God, Could You take me to a place where streets are gold? Where worries are no more? The place I can call my home. Lord, Take me to a place where tears are never shed? Where demons have never dared to tread? That place I've heard so much about! O' God I've even heard it shout! Savior, How can I reach that place? I'll do whatever it takes.  Save me by Your mercy and grace! The Beginning & The End, You were there when I was born again. Be with me till this painful end. Be there to take me up once more! Gone from here, Going through the Heavenly doors. A poem I wrote in 2009...  but never published for anyone to read. I had a way with words back then. I suppressed many desires and talents the past few years but they are all coming back to me again. Maybe it's because I became too busy? Or focused on other things going on in my life? Either way, I want to be sensitive enough to write straight from my heart and pai...

Life is beautiful. YOU are beautiful... I wish we took more time to breathe, relax, and live in the moment. The hustle and bustle gets old really quick. Vacations should happen more often and spontaneous trips are a must. On one of my impromptu adventures to Newport Beach to meet up with a friend, I met a lovely young lady named Cailee (Hi!!)  at a store called LUSH. They have great natural skin care products that I had to try and we ran into her. She commented on how cute my outfit was and my friend said I should be a style blogger. Ha! What a compliment but I don't think so ;) We got to talking about what I post on my blog, how we don't wear makeup, and our careers, family history in the church, what we wanted to do in life... You know, girl talk! I am 20 years old and I already have a career. I am working towards a goal and making a great future for myself, both in the real world and spiritually. Most young people my age don't know what they are going to do wit...

Hello my beautiful friends! There is definitely one thing I love about my friends, they are sweet <3 Kindness is such a beautiful thing! If you didn't know, being a loving and caring person means the world to me. People who are the opposite tend to drain me and leave me miserable. I have had so many patients come into the pharmacy that want to yell and throw around a bad attitude because something is not going their way :(  After dealing with their anger and trying to calm them down, I want to sit in a corner and cry! Unfortunately, I'm being serious. It's rough dealing with those kind of patients but then there are the ones who come in with a smile on their face and tell you how wonderful their life is despite being at the pharmacy to pick up medications - the ones who actually remember your name. :) On Tuesday, next door to my pharmacy, there was a robbery and fatal shooting at Quiznos. I have thanked God every day that the shooter did not run int...

It's one of those nights... Where I wish I could go back about 5 years to start all over. Have you ever had those days? Where we can be 15 again, before life got bumpy or trials came our way. Before there was a death, or a tragedy. I'm going to be pretty honest with all you girls out there who still read my blog. These nights have been an often occurrence since the beginning of the new year. It's been nonstop. The trials, the storms, the tests; it seems like they have been back-to-back. We have all faced opposition. We have gone through a few storms. Some of us have even turned away from the Truth because of discouragement or hurt. Let me tell you what has kept me, and most importantly, what can keep you. Prayer.  God only knows how many times I laid my burdens on the altar during prayer. The alone time with Him was the only thing that could comfort me most days. This thought came to my mind a couple of days ago on a rainy day before work, "Finding your...

Since my previous post, Walgreen's called me in October and offered me a Pharmacy Technician position! How amazing is that?!  I was so thankful to get hired by my intern site because I knew the patients, the daily routine, and they already felt like my work family. When the time came to order my scrubs, there was no way I would wear their scrubs pants and I spoke up right away. I told my manager, and guess what? He sent out an email, and it was approved for me to wear a scrub skirt. Let's just say I was the first for them :) but I get so many compliments at the pharmacy! So many of my patients have come in and commented on how cute it was, how they haven't seen a scrub skirt, didn't even know they made them. And OH MY GOODNESS, the compliments on my hair! LOL! Let this be a reminder for all the girls - all my friends - don't be afraid or ashamed of what (and Who) we stand for! You are a light! :) xoxo, Megg Official Walgreen's scrubs!

Good evening my friends! Today was my last day as an interning Pharmacy Technician! The Pharmacy Manager at Walgreens said I "am one of the best students they've had in awhile. Meagan took initiative to learn and to help staff and customers." I left happy! :) Then the Pharmacy Director of CVHP Hospitals (Citrus Valley Health Partners) said I was excellent in all areas and a knowledgable technician! :) To say the least, I am very happy with the experience I received from the hospital and retail pharmacy. I pushed to be the best and to understand how a pharmacy operates. I am not disappointed; nor do I regret going to a trade/vocational school. This is what I needed my first year out of high school. There was time to screw my head on my shoulders and figure out what I wanted to do with my life. :) *happy sigh* I am blessed and highly favored.  Megg

As a single, young, little lady... I daydream (often) of owning a beautiful house. Thanks to Pinterest, I have loads of decorating ideas for when the day comes! I know for me, I imagine it spotless  clean, a warm and cozy ambiance, and unique art everywhere (preferably my own art).  The exterior will have extremely detailed arches and columns, stones, and painted white with a bright door. I can go on about the material house I want... But I want to focus on a more important house. Ourselves. The Bible speaks of our bodies as a Holy Temple. I tend to dream of beautifying a material home but I should focus on beautifying my spiritual house. The couch shouldn't have rips  or a broken  frame so friends can come and relax comfortably. The mirrors on the wall need to be cleaned off so I can see myself more clearly. Even the floors need to be swept and vaccumed on a regular basis. I can't neglect to dust my pictures frames. Neither can I leave my  luggage on m...

My devotional this morning came from Matthew 6:25-34 The scriptures say do not worry about what you will eat, drink or wear. The birds do not sow or reap, but God provides them with food and shelter. Aren't we better than the birds? Have faith in God that He will provide!!! Don't think, "what will my family eat? What will we drink? What will we wear? Where will we go?" God knows what we need before we ask of it! Verse 33: "But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you."

*exhausted yawn*  Do you know the feeling of accomplishment?  Hint: Usually sleep deprived comes with it.  My schedule for the past few months has looked like this: Working 8am to 5pm Monday through Thursday  Going to school 6pm to 10pm Monday through Thursday  8 hour internships Friday, Saturday & Sunday Thankfully, I finished school on August 21st and passed my final exam with a 95% :) I also completed one of my internships that weekend! Yay! (Now, I'm done with internships on Sundays!) I have 60 more hours I need to complete but I will be done by the end of the month! *sigh of relief* Can you tell I've been busy? I hardly saw family or friends and I was only attending Sunday night services. Trust me, that can take a toll on you. But through this hectic time God had a plan.   Proverbs 19:15 "Slothfulness casteth into a deep sleep; and an idle soul shall suffer hunger." Proverbs 26:14  "As the door turneth upon his hinges, so doth the slothful up...

Be bold. Don't hesitate. Don't let fear take you into its grasp. "The wicked flee when no one pursues, but the righteous are BOLD AS A LION." - Proverbs 28:1

The lonely places Though she beams with confidence, Though she flows with love, Though the birds sing her praises.. She has lonely places... The shadows in the night see her tears, The pillows dry her eyes, Her teddy bear hugs her tight... Though you see beauty and power, She feels alone in her world... Needing the friend w ho can break down the walls she built to protect her... There is a beauty about her, no doubt, But she built walls to protect her soft heart

There came a time in my life where I needed to get out from being under the spotlight...  To get away for awhile.  To be alone. To deal with things in my life. And now I'm here :) writing...  I  am currently attending North-West College to become a Pharmacy Technician.  (I also work here during the day) A fellow pharmacy student was talking to me before class... She poured her heart out to me. She was crying-tears rolling down her cheeks. She was hurting. She was contemplating taking drugs again. She was losing her faith in God. And there I was.. A child of God Filled with the Holy Ghost Having peace in my life  Knowing that God hears me We cried together. The people that surround us need to hear encouragement and love from God's people. They need the opportunity to walk into a church that preaches truth, that has life! They need to see God through you!  Don't be afraid to cry with them. God put you with them at that moment... God knew they needed you ...

Last weekend, my dad and I ran sound for a Spanish concert/service "Creere". Even though I AM 1/2 Mexican, I don't speak Spanish lol how sad is that!? They had a translator for the services though so I was able to pick up bits and pieces of the preaching or else I would have been lost! Bro. Bobby Jimenez was preaching about believing (Creere means I believe). One phrase I was able to hear over the roar of worship, was "I AM NOT A TROPHY IN HELL!" It really stuck with me Saturday night and all of Sunday. ~~~ I'm going to be honest, I have been struggling with discouragement,  hurts, being prayerless, and a lack of worship.  I was being lazy about prayer; even though the Bible has a couple things to say about it.. Acts 6:4 " But we will give ourselves continually to prayer, and to the ministry of the word. " Romans 12:12 " ...continuing instant in prayer; " I was always running sound or on the praise team so I fel...

I did it! I got through high school!  (Candid shot after the ceremony) May 17, 2013 Class of 2013 :) A HUGE thank you to my family and friends that came! I have had a lot of support and encouragement the last 12+ years. I can't wait to see how the future unfolds... So far, it's pretty good ;) I'm saving lives (donating plasma) as I type. Pretty neat, huh?  More pictures: